Almost time...

It's almost time to start my "lifestyle change", or as some people call it, a diet. I have struggled with my weight my whole life and I have tried many ways to lose weight. I do great the first few weeks but I never seem to stick with it. I have just gotten to the point where I look in the mirror and I am extremely unhappy with myself. Before, I use to go to the gym every day and I LOVED it. I felt better and I was confident with myself. Now I am busy working two jobs and going to school so it's hard for me to eat healthy or go to the gym. Or maybe I just use that as an excuse for being LAZY. None-the-less, one of my boss's and some of her friends have decided to start a "Biggest Loser's" club of our own. We are starting on Monday. We will each put in $10 to start off and weigh in. We will weigh in again each week and if we gain weight, we have to put a $1 in for each pound gained. We plan on doing it for 6 months, so that puts us ending in May. Winner takes all the money. I really hope this motivates me this time. I am still worried about finding time to work out. I will have to get up at 5 am if I want to make it to the gym before work. I cant seem to make myself get up for that though. I should, I know I would feel better. Anyway, my goal is to lose 30 pounds I think. We'll see on Monday at the weigh in...it depends how much I weigh. I'm worried, I don't want to see that number. I know its awful. But I'm working on changing that, and thats what matters, right? I'm really excited this time. Let's hope I stick to it!